there is so much I want to say, but I swore to myself that I wouldn’t put it here. that from now on, I will say whatever I have to say to your face, and damn the consequences. that I am tired of hiding in this forum. [why do I want to call zoe “zoroastrianism” […]
feeling like a motherless child. […]
My great-great-grandmother, Mamie, lived up until my senior year of high school. For the length of the time we shared the earth, she lived in a house down on 21 with a man I have always known only as “Jim”, who I always assumed to be my great uncle. Mamie died in 1995, and following […]
Bank of America is the worst damn corporate entity in the free world. Yes, worse than Verizon. More evil than Disney. Also, slightly not as good as the Tic Tock liquor store in Hyattsville. SHARPIES™ Sharpies™ are my favorite markers Brown and blue and red and darker They really are the best of pens Thick […]
Gather round, all my children, and I will share with you these too-oft taught lessons of life, love and loss. So have I learned…Keep your heart to yourself, guard it against all new would-be conquerors. Protected from the barbarians at the gates, you will come to no harm. Open these city walls to the invaders, […]
I think if patient I could be a silent mouse a quiet tree if I could firm my mouth and shut oh how happy we could be but I cannot my innermost still marshals on to fight the war within and out my solemn pump resists the day the changing of the tides the timid […]
(view the full text) Once, if my memory serves me well, my life was a banquet where every heart revealed itself, where every wine flowed. One evening I took Beauty in my arms– and I thought her bitter– and I insulted her. I steeled myself against justice. I fled. O witches, O misery, O hate, […]
so, yeah, like, the ex wrote me today. go figure. or worse yet, go back and fetch it. and i know she doesn’t really expect a response. does she? […]
I was very intent on writing something else here; but venus overruled vulcan, and venus victrix decided it best to wait it out a few more hours, hear an explanation, and see where it goes from there. better to be mature than hasty. better to be deliberate than childish. or so one would like to […]
…so I betrayed myself. I should have held out for longer, but could not. Weak-willed bastard that I was, my need to be near her superceded my desire for growth.with hair askew wild-eyed star children two more alike than not sad eyes and soft kisses soft skin and saddened heart weak-willed with strong souls depth […]
bare with me, I am crafting this shit, dun. […]
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so grandpa is ok. sort of. he has an ulcer, but its not death, so +1 for the santagati’s.“Now I see Love / Looking for you in this other girl’s eyes / Time and all you took / Only my freedom to fuck the whole world.” – Sam Beam Maybe you aren’t a liar, maybe […]
and suddenly I have bigger fish to fry, as it weremy father left a message for me (two days ago, natch) saying my grandfather, il mio nonno, was in the hospital with bleeding in his stomach. My grandfather is 87, clearly insane, and one of my top 10 people on God’s green Earth. I checked […]
clearly this is indeed my opportunity to illuminate the pain and/or suffering I am supposed to be feeling right now within my words of art or poetry. it should be time to create a maudlin lil’ senryu of sadness and human failure. but dig, I just want my ID back. and my screwdriver. the rest, […]
Distance equals space. As God requires space, God creates it. As children of God, we do the same, creating our space or our distance as required, either tangibly, in terms of feet or miles, or intangibly, in terms of aloofness and silence. This is our connection to the heavens, not a book, not words, not […]